Endings aren't always only sad

Today was my last day in H&M. I had to stop working there, or else I wouldn't be able to keep it all together. But instead of feeling sad I'm actually just filled with relief. It's so nice to be free and a burden has been lifted off my shoulders.

I really can't wait to do my nails again! It's been so long since I've worn them long - it was kind of impossible when I worked.

I love Sunday evenings. I always get nostalgic and start looking at old pictures. This Sunday I looked through old pictures from my prior cell phones. It's funny to think about the fact that I wore that many hair clips every day for 18 months.

I miss slumber parties. I meet up with people all the time but it's not like in the old days where I met up with all my friends in one place at one time once a week. And then had themed movie nights in the weekends. Staying up late, giggling and behaving like a 13-year old (probably because I was 13, ahha). I was a part of this community called Kameko, but the charm suddenly left the com and people started not to come. Such a shame.

I also finished Glee. And now I'm SO anxious for the second season. Get here NOW already! I remember when I didn't understand all the hype about this series. Now I do.

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Do you remember how to sing?

I'm watching Glee at the moment. That's why I'm not updating much, haha. But I really love it! I used to sing in a school choir myself. It made me really like being in my own skin and I loved expressing myself through singing. I was always told that I sang really well and now people tell me that I pretty much suck. Confusing much?

For those who don't know: Glee is about this teacher, Will, who takes over the school choir, Glee Club. The members are all social losers and they're all unhappy to be underdogs. But Will teaches them that there's more in life than popularity. The series is about the hardships of the club and everyone in the club.



I've been down because of school etc. but Glee has made this week a whole lot better. There's always someone there who's got it tougher/worse than me. But it's also got a lot of really good stuff to tell the audience: don't change yourself for others, love yourself, don't care about what others say, each and every choice has a consequence but it's never too late to make things better.



The most important thing Glee has taught me is probably how much I love singing. I had forgot about that, I can't believe I did. And screw people who tell me I can't sing, I'll just sing at home all alone. If it makes me happy, I should do it. Right?

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