In sicness and hair - no, that sounds wrong

I've been feeling a little skeptical about this whole long-bangs project I'm going at. I've seen some gals really rocking the bang style I want with the length of bangs I'm currently at. But it's not really working out the way I wanted it to. So I've been thinking of getting short bangs again.

But I've decided not to. Because I used to hate how my short bangs looked after an hour. And I had to wash my hair every day - pretty unhealthy! I guess my bangs just needs some more centimeters to look great..

Aah, this is the kind of hair I dream of having, but will never dare to do. I'd have to bleach my hair and since I'm allergic to perfume and other cosmetic stuff I'm way to scared of getting burned to try.

Also... WHY. WHyyyy did I color my hair?! Really, I'm getting pre-tty frustrated. Not really because I don't like the color, just because my extensions don't match my hair anymore. AND I MISS MY LONG HAIR. "You already have long hair, honny" some people tell me. But guess what? I want it longer. Ragggeeee.

I'm sick. Again. Every time the seasons change I get sick. I hate that. Last year I spend a great deal of days away from school and all because of sickness. I'm so damn weak against cold. So I'm at it again with at least 10 cups of tea every day and all the Kleenex in the world.

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